just reached home and had dinner. thanks to a bloody dumb major tan. who made me stay back until 2000 just so i can hand him the keys. someone with a little grey metter would have asked for the keys before he went off for some screwed up briefing which takes place at night. what shit they do man. geesh. quite enjoying my current job. i mean, we even try to play some cs in between work. or rather, waiting around for arrows. otherwise, it's very slack which is so good. Thank God.

today i did the office duties. which basically means i wake up at 0545 in order to be there earlier to open doors of the branch. very interesting job. and ya, it also means i have to stay until everyone is gone before locking up the place. super fun man. yeah and G3 thinks i look smart(wow.) and everyone is refering to me as the 'doctor'. thanks, but please save it for until i get it. i don't really want to build on something not yet achieved.

so it turned out that i'm gonna stay in G3 branch office and not going downstairs to a better life. in fact, my life in army is about to go downhill. accelerate downhill. my immediate superior starting soon will be this retired major which everyone in the office detests. even the warrants dislike him totally. don't know how i'm going to work with him. hmm i'll just make him work with me. too bad for him. grrr.

had a quiet birthday. one where i felt contented and somehow fulfilled. one of those days which passed by nicely and slowly. the sort of days which i enjoy. of course there are still countless things i need to worry about. but who doesn't? we just have to learn to deal with it. and first to pray about it. i have to discover myself again. and yes personal statement is something that needs to be done really really soon. busy busy. and hope i can get my off-in-lieu on the day of my interview. that would be good.